Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Do you know the story of me and eeshy?

For the life of me, I can't figure out why eeshy can't live without me at all! No matter how much I try to get away from eeshy! Seems like eeshy just can't get enough of me. I pine all my hopes on a very important thing and wham! there eeshy is, making it unnencesary of me to even try to go for it. I go for an important exam and oh no! eeshy gives me just the right answers to make my peace with the results beforehand. I try going here and there, trying to get far away from you eeshy. Y don't you understand that?!? Leave me alone for cryin out loud! Believe me, my life would have been more better without you. I don't need your help-I don't need you to foresee everything for me so that I don't waste my time on useless ( according to you) pursuits! But you have this really annoying habit of not being satisfied with your help- you try to help me more with every passing hour. You have narrowed all my paths leading to one thing in my life: leading to what I want..according to u! but I don't want what you deem as good for me. I have my own plans for myself, thank you very much. It's high time you left me. Oh, btw, eeshy is the name I give someone or something I can't get heads and tails of. In this particular post, it is bad luck. So far, it has ruined all my pursuits and the way I go about to achieve happiness.

Thanks to it, happiness has become such an abstract concept in my life. Now there's no way but to give in and lap up what ever it has in store for me...but the fighter in me doesn't seem to take to it kindly..but the more i try, the more Iam getting thwarted.

Now, who gets to decide what I get or no?!? If any, I should be the one to decide. Who plans on this vicious and devious route to happiness for us?? But some people seem to have their way, no matter what...does that mean they are better fighters than me? Or does it mean someone deemed that as right for them? who is this someone? sounds like he/she isn't going to be my friend anyway when i finally get to meet him/her on the other side of the world....

6 comments:

puneet varma said...

eeshy - quite a wierd name...
but nice post! hope "eeshy" realises it's mistakes and gets away from you!! :)

Keizer Doe Corleone said...

Hey, red headed Avril. Nice name.
My name is Dhruva. I am the most awesome member of the Mukherjee clan. :P. And thanks for the presents. It almost encouraged me into writing again. But again my limitless love for the humankind is stopping me from torturing them.
PS: Canadian music artists suck without exception.

Ashish said...

eeshy is bad luck??
I thought....leave it
well the protagonist creation was good.... I liked it

ABHISHEK SiM said...

nice narration.

Manu Dev Gupta / gilly@iitmadras said...

well, i have a couple of comments to write..but, i would first like to ask if this post was really a serious post, or just meant for the sake of writing it...

Ginny said...

@ puneet
Cheers!! hopefully!

@ Keizer
but there are people who wud like to punish themselves for smthng horrible they did..so for their sakes atleast, u gotta be abk!

@ Ashish
:)

@ Abhishek
:)

@ Manu Dev Gupta
I write because i have reasons to and "just for the heck of it" is not one of them.

 
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